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Chapter 4: Dirty Little Secrets
3rd Person POV
“What the fuck happened to her?” Camilla had said to Alicia’s boyfriend Anthony.
“I don’t know. Maybe she’s on some new medication or something.” Anthony responded to Camilla.
“I doubt it. The only medication she’s on is depression meds and she would switch meds believe me. I know.” Camilla said
“Something had to happen to her while she was tour with those boys. You don’t think she cheated on me, do you?” Anthony asked.
“I honestly can’t tell you I don’t think she did because I think she did. I’m sorry.” Camilla had said to Anthony
Alicia’s POV
“Kendall, please listen to me!” I begged in his hotel room.
“Why should I? You told me you’d fucking break up with your boyfriend when we got here but you didn’t!” He screamed at me.
“I know what I promised you but it’s a bit more complicated than that.” I said beginning to cry.
“Bullshit! There is nothing complicated about it! You fucking slept with me, not him! You gave me everything that you didn’t give to him! So how about you to tell me what’s so fucking complicated about it!” He said still screaming.
“I don’t know I just … I…” I was beginning to talk but was cut off by Kendall.
“You obviously only saw me as a fuck buddy I guess I was sadly mistaken.” He said in a calm tone and walked out the door and slammed it which made me jump. I knew where he was coming from but I also knew my side of the story. I heard a knock on the door. I figured it was one of the boys.
“Come in!” I shouted my voice raspy from crying.
“Hey, I heard you two fighting and I wanted to know if I could help.” Halston (James’s girl) asked.
“I doubt it.” I asked feeling depression hit me like a ton of bricks.
“I’m gonna try anyway. When you think of him, what comes to mind?” Halston asked
“I know theres something in the wake of his smile, I get an ocean from the look in his eyes. He’s built a love but that love is falling apart and its like a little piece of heaven is turning dark.” I said staring blankly at the wall.
“It’s like sometimes you wonder if the fight is worthwhile, like all the precious are all lost in a tide and they’ve gotten swept away and it’s like you’re living in your dreams cause life is better and easier then. I think you’re in love with him and I think you should listen to your heart it won’t let you down.”
Anonymous asked: When are you going to update? It's been a loooong time and I've been waiting. Please let it be soon?
I’m gonna update right now!
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Awe! That’s so sweet! I will update them ASAP :)
Anonymous asked: When are you going to update?? It's been almost a month!? Please update soon.
Omg! I am so sorry I have been incredibly busy but I will update ASAP I promise
Anonymous asked: When will you update the stories??? I really like BOTH of them! Cant wait for the next part! :D
I’m sorry I havent updated but I’ve been really busy cause I’m a musical and I havent had time to write anything
I just posted 'Thinking Of You - Chapter 1: Meeting Strangers' on Wattpad! →
Yall should check it out
Anonymous asked: When will you update your stories?? I really like them :D
Soon LOL sorry I have been hella busy
My conclusions about BTR’s dancing
Carlos is a goddamn tease
Kendall is constantly just gettin’ it
James is so fucking seductive that I want to punch him in the face for making me want him so badly
And Logan is just the most awkward motherfucker I’ve ever seen
This sounds about rights ahaha
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